My Posting ARGH!!!!

My hope for my new posting to a office hours job has been on a roller coaster ride.
First it was my office that doesn't want to release me for my posting. After they have finally agreed to release me, the other place said that they don't need me anymore..Argh!!
How frustrating it is. My hope has been going up and down to the extremes. Every time i hear some good new about my posting and my hope goes up, the next few days i will hear another new which tell me that my posting is no where near. And my hope goes way down.
The cycle just kept repeating.
The latest i hear is that there is a vacancy for a good post with good working hours. My name has been surfaced as one of the candidates for the post. Now i can long pray for God to move in this situation.

Sigh....... have been running to the toilet since last night...
what make it worst is the pain that comes with it.
I have not felt so weak for a very long time. :(

My tummyache didn't seems to get better. So i decided to see a doc.
I went to the nearest Polyclinic, the doctor that see me seems to be in a hurry
I told her that i was having diarrhea plus sharp pain in my stomach.
And she just poke my tummy and that's it..and She only give me medicine
for diarrhea but not for the pain.
Well it just reminded me why i rather go to the private clinic.

Just pray that God will restore my strength.

My Sister

During my dinner with my dad and family, my step mum told me that she do not know why my sister did not want to go day care out of a sudden. So I decided to ask my sister what happened. She is told me that there are some kids at the day care that outcast her and she felt very sad. At that point I felt that if only my sister know God, Then she will know that God can help her, she can pray to God and Jesus is there to protect her. I have being wanting to bring her to church. But I do not know how to approach my dad and step mum. I will pray and by faith I will get the approval to bring my sister to Sunday school.